i wonder what makes me miss all of my classmates, when all i do at school is sit around, stare into space, and just be the usual schoolgirl singing to herself. i admit that i dont really pay too much attention to those who aren't my friends. well, i DO pay attention to them, but i dont take too much time hanging around them and talking about stuff that isnt really ME. im not really a friendly person, that's why i choose the people i approach. thats why when im with these people, those who aren't close to me, i am not as talkative as i really am. thats why many people tell me "oh she's such a quiet person!" and "she's so boring she cant open up a nice conversation!" or maybe "she's made of plastic!". well, hey there. im not made of plastic. im not bulletproof either.
this year (4th year hs) i became as versatile as i can be without being 'plastik'. of course, there ain't no way you can get so many friends that you hardly get along with without going through 'plastikan' stage. sometimes i am made of plastic, just not to be too rude. but i learned how to not be too rude without being a fake.
just look at the person's eyes and say "hey, that person is just like me when i wasnt mature!". this is waht you think of when you really dislike him. just pretend you're talking to a baby. haha..kidding. but really, consideration is important. you're not perfect, too.
well..i dont know why i blogged about this. grrr. at least i posted, right?
p.s. OUR MONITOR IS KILLING MY EYES. IT IS SO BLURRED. I MIGHT DESTROY MY EYES IF I CONTINUE. IM NOT GONNA POST THESE FOLLOWING DAYS (I THINK). IF YOU LET ME BLOG UNDER THIS CONDITION, I MIGHT NOT SEE YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACES CLEARLY. IF YOU WANT YOUR BEAUTY TO BE APPRECIATED MORE (BY ME), YOU'LL UNDERSTAND. HAHA. OK? GOD BLESS!
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