i dont know about you, but i think im kind of a man inside. NO IM NOT A LESBIAN! im not a gay pretending to be a woman or anything weird like that. im just saying that i think i have a huge part of me that is just so...manly.
well, i can say that when i watch movies, i usually take the side of the guy. i dont know exactly why, but i do. i listen to songs composed by male artists, and i think i could relate better with their songs. it creeps me out sometimes when i daydream about me being a guy instead of a girl. what would happen? if i were a guy, to whom would i be crushing on? what would be my ideal girlfriend? who would i be courting? what would break my heart? would i be handsome? who would be crushing on me? how the heck would i live the life of a guy?
it gives me the headache.
but this is a secret between us: sometimes i find myself crushing on a girl, honestly. but seriously, im not a lesbian. haha. you may laugh at me. but you know its happening to you, too. haha. its not the feeling you get like when you want her to be your girlfriend, while you're a girl yourself, rather it's the feeling like: "oh she's so pretty" or "she's so cute i want to know her." it's a real thing about me. when i find pretty girls, i get as infatuated as i can get just as how it happens to me with handsome boys.
i hope you wont call me lesbo after you read this post. im just having gender swings. :))
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