*sigh*...im still in front of the computer. everything is 2D...except those animated 3d images i saw on google. i dont think im making myself productive. im not proud of myself, even though i know that im sitting here all day trying to study css and html. WHY do i keep doing this? because i love web designing. BUT i'm not really good in doing this. im just trying because this is what i love to do. nothing's wrong with that.

so, is this passion? im not allowing you to tell me that i CANT. why? because im God's kid, more than a conqueror.

and now im still here trying to do stuff for this blog. it hurts my ego when i see this site wearing a skin that i didnt even make. i want to be capable of making designs myself. haha... this thing is driving me crazy. i want to make stuff. i want to use MY stuff. i dont want to use whats not mine. i dont want to use what i didnt create.

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ON SECOND THOUGHT...maybe i do want to use stuff i didnt create. i dont have my own creation. in fact nobody has his own creations. everything is owned by God. . BUT what i mean is, for this blog. i hope God would bring out even the tiniest talent i have for blog designing. i want to do this forever. haha..maybe not. but im inlove with this stuff. it makes me forget about boys .

maybe if i try real hard..i mean, HARDER. and can someone out there help me?

actually, im so frustrated because i was planning to make a white background for this site. ANd i failed. i shouldnt be sad because of this failure because i created a really great picture. im returning all praises to the Lord! . i really like it.

yes...thats true. GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT. hehe..im waiting for things to happen. i believe in God's plan for me. yay! . now im sleppy.

heard about the wine kone? ive heard it looong before. then he got mentioned to me by, katie. again. but i aint posting any of his videos here. i havent watched his vids again--yet. probably by tomorrow, i will. but today, no way.

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im not yet finished with this post. i read something from reader's digest. facebook came up with dogbook and catbook? i tried accessing the sites, but it some different sites show.

and for those who have their own domain now, you use your atm cards? do you really make money with AdSense?

and guys, if you submit a joke to rdasia.com, you could win a hundred dollars! how cool is that?

so now guys im taking off. *sigh*...i miss cosmo!

oh yeah..one time my sister clarisse told me about this:

clarisse: pakinig nga ng heartbeat mo.
ninis: ako din, ako din. (listens).
...galing! hindi natigil!

astiiig.... gotta go!!

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