i dont want to be alone anymore. when i wake up in the morning or in the middle of the night, i feel like there's just me and the world. no one else. i lie in bed all alone, feeling my blood dripping for i bite my lips due to the pain. there's the heaviness in the chest- very cold. it is like having a bag of ice in your chest instead of having the heart. the extreme coldness of the feeling makes you numb. i dont care anymore.

okayy...that was weird.

when we think of emo dudes and girls or things, we see things in black and white. you know..checkered objects, eyeliner, black balloons, messy hair, one-sided hair for guys, messy long hair for girls (or short messy hair), the headphones, the striped socks (black and white, right?), guitar, broken glass, blood, etcetera.

WHATEVER! i can wear a pink gown with a brushed hair and still be emo. we dont have to look demonic in order to be emo. we dont need to listen to alesana, my chemical romance or panic at the disco in order to be emo. we dont have to cry all day for us to be called "emo". in fact, everyone is emo everyday, everywhere!

being emo means being emotional. humans are emotional beings. we're all humans here, so we're all emo. and being emo doesnt mean being being extremely sad all day, or being in pain. gah, sweep that idea away. loneliness is not the only emotion there is.

but if we apply this to our everyday lives, it would be really weird, right? join me in imagination...

girl1: grabe! naka-uno ako sa lahat ng subject ko! woo! tapos kami na ng crush ko! yehey! at yun nakalimutan ko may natitira pa pala akong limanglibo sa bulsa ko! astiiig! tapos ang seksi-seksi ko na! yipee! tapos bati na kami ng bestfriend koo! ang sayasaya grabeh, sis!
girl2: wow, grabe! EMO! you rock, sis. you rock forevermore!
girl1: uhm...wrong usage, gurl..
girl2: BAKET?! porke ba emo ibig sabihin malungkot saka may balak magpakamatay?? ibig sabihin ba ng emosyonal eh malungkot at galit sa mundo???! diba emosyon din naman ang kaligayahan?? bakit ba hindi natin iniisip yung mga ganong bagay?? magpapadala nalang ba tayo sa pag-iisip ng ibang tao?? kung sabihin ba nilang kulot ang lahat ng senador, iisipin na natin na kulot lahat ng senador??? wag tayong padadala!!!!!!!
girl1: gurl, masaya ako ngayon, don't spoil my day...

right? that's really weird...

okay..ive said enough. :] gotta go..

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