What do I feel today?

I feel very blessed. I mean, taking a look a back at what I was before, I got better. God made me a better person. He's never failed me- all throughout my life He never failed me!

Before, I used to snag a boyfriend and sneaked out on a date with him, I failed my favorite subjects, I cheated with my classmates during exams (I actually did it in front of my teacher. she didnt mind!), I said bad words all the time, I ran away from home, I bullied people, my parents said bad words, i hated my parents and siblings, I lied a lot...I didnt have a relationship with God. I quarreled with everyone, and I didnt even feel bad about those things. The devil was my alley at that time.

Now, I just look at how God gradually shaped my life. I study at a good school with the course that I like, My dad has a good job (he's even having a training in the US), my mom is happy with my dad in there, theyre together. My sister is actually learning how to dance Hiphop- I mean, I used to discourage her by telling her that she can't dance. Now im proud of her-I shouldnt get in the way of anyone's dreams! She's great, I mean, she didnt let what I said get her down, you know. I believe that she will be a good dancer and she'll always have my back. My youngest sister is there studying with my other sister who does some hiphop. Ninis, as we fondly call her, is now learning how to read! I remember the time when she was still in my mom's belly and I talk to her like she's already out of the womb. You know, maybe it's really magical. I think babies can feel us even if they are inside. Well, anyway, so there she can read now, and I miss her terribly. But I'm still proud of being away because I learn how to take care of myself. This is God's way of training me to become a better person. Look at what He has done in me! Nobody can ever change me this way. This is just amazing!

Now I'm seventeen, I believe that this is another year of challenge and blessings. Another year with God!!! I love having a God like Him! Truly only a God like Him is worthy of my praise. :)

Labels: birthday, christian, God

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