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I greet myself happy birthday :)

What do I feel today?

I feel very blessed. I mean, taking a look a back at what I was before, I got better. God made me a better person. He's never failed me- all throughout my life He never failed me!

Before, I used to snag a boyfriend and sneaked out on a date with him, I failed my favorite subjects, I cheated with my classmates during exams (I actually did it in front of my teacher. she didnt mind!), I said bad words all the time, I ran away from home, I bullied people, my parents said bad words, i hated my parents and siblings, I lied a lot...I didnt have a relationship with God. I quarreled with everyone, and I didnt even feel bad about those things. The devil was my alley at that time.

Now, I just look at how God gradually shaped my life. I study at a good school with the course that I like, My dad has a good job (he's even having a training in the US), my mom is happy with my dad in there, theyre together. My sister is actually learning how to dance Hiphop- I mean, I used to discourage her by telling her that she can't dance. Now im proud of her-I shouldnt get in the way of anyone's dreams! She's great, I mean, she didnt let what I said get her down, you know. I believe that she will be a good dancer and she'll always have my back. My youngest sister is there studying with my other sister who does some hiphop. Ninis, as we fondly call her, is now learning how to read! I remember the time when she was still in my mom's belly and I talk to her like she's already out of the womb. You know, maybe it's really magical. I think babies can feel us even if they are inside. Well, anyway, so there she can read now, and I miss her terribly. But I'm still proud of being away because I learn how to take care of myself. This is God's way of training me to become a better person. Look at what He has done in me! Nobody can ever change me this way. This is just amazing!

Now I'm seventeen, I believe that this is another year of challenge and blessings. Another year with God!!! I love having a God like Him! Truly only a God like Him is worthy of my praise. :)

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Sunday, November 16, 2008 Sunday, November 16, 2008



LOVE-ratory. :)

Semestral break, it's over!

It's just like breaking up with guy, right? Heheheh..

Well, I wont lie to you. I have a total of 3 "official" ex boyfriends. The others were what people call the MU. Argh. I dont believe that. Face it, it's a fling.

Anyway, well yeah. That was before. I had this idea about love like 'boyfriends are ornaments'. you look cute if you had a boyfriend. at that time, being without a boyfriend-slash-bodyguard is like being a nerd or something. I was afraid theyd think ive got no appeal to guys if i didnt have a guy stalking me. well. whatever. i was immature back then. ;)

what would be my ideal boyfriend?

well, someone who loves God far more than he loves me. :D I hope God would give me a handsome one. and a smart one, too! :D

Im single today. I'm not really looking for a boyfriend, ya know. Again, I wont lie to you, I like handsome guys. Actually, I have a lot of crushes. Most of them are celebrities, though. :)

Like Ian Hecox from Smosh (YouTube celebrities). Go to http://smosh.com or http://youtube.com/smosh. Ya'll love em.

Sorry Im not into bloghopping now. My eyes become easily tired because of the chemical something. I miss your entries. T.T

My birthday is coming near!!!

God bless you all! dont be in a rush. God will give you the right person at the right time. :D

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Wednesday, November 5, 2008 Wednesday, November 05, 2008



Don't Wanna Go Back, Lord

Hello guys! I'm sorry I became really busy. I wanted to return all the comments and love you've been giving me, but I can't promise that I'd be able to do that. I'm gonna try, though.

*i deleted this part*

So, the reason why I'm busy now is because of the Youth Sunday presentation that I'm assigned to make. Wee... Just so I could keep ya reading, here's from my latest entry on my Friendster Blog:

I haven’t been myself lately, and I just blogged out of my own lust for fame around the blogosphere- scattering my name all over the internet to get my website some unique visitors and making a lot of friends and comments on my own blog entries. I have forgotten the real reason why I chose to keep a blog. I have forgotten what I really wanted my blogs to be: I want these blogs to shout how Great the Lord is. I want to include in every page the name of the Lord. I want to reach out to people around the world by means of the internet connection. Does it sound insane? Well, I am serious. I have forgotten that this was the main goal of my website. I have forgotten what the Lord has told me.

I had been leading a weekly devotion. I had been attending cell group meetings, and worship celebrations and youth services. I had been leading, together with the worship team, the congregation to shout praises to the Lord every sunday. I had been a thick-faced sinner. I acted as if God and I still had the burning relationship. I faked everything else. I thought that being active ’round the church would make me closer and closer to my God, but somehow it made me even worse. Being alone at home with the computer on, enjoying the internet connection and using it for other purposes- it just didnt seem right. I watched too much anime, slept late at night, and didnt do anything productive around the house. I just sat back, ate, and surfed the net. Now I consider myself a lazy pig waiting to be punished.

I thought that just by doing all the stuff at church would maintain my relationship with God even if I dont talk to Him. I was wrong. I was completely wrong. I abandoned God, and that was my loss. Looking back, I saw that I was making a 360-degree turn from where I was before. It was the past, haunting me. Everything else was so easy for me these days. I had no problems. I thought I didnt need God because I passed the exams, I had money, etc. Now I’m going “back to normal”. How sad it is that normalcy for me was going back to the way I used to live before I accepted Christ as my Lord and Savior.


But that was how I found out that a huge part of me was missing. No, not a huge part… everything I had was missing. I tried eating lots of food to fill in the emptiness, but the emptiness wasnt in the stomach. I tried studying and reading, but the emptiness wasnt in the head. I had my own heart broken for missing God. I was looking for God. He was there, but I was far.

Now I have been slapped back to reality through what Kuya Jamer had said earlier this morning. Everything had hit me because I was really idle. I was aware that I was, but it was really crazy. I was really crazy.

I was like this back then, when I still havent heard about the Good News. When I was not yet a Christian. I wouldnt want to be like how I was back then. I was annoying, too proud, too…stupid. I didnt read the Bible (I didnt even know there was a book called Malachi). And now I was forgetting all the verses I memorized. I even forgot my favorite verse!

I was also wondering why nothing was happening to my friends as I was leading them in devotion every saturday. And now I realized that I cannot be able to lead my friends to the Lord if I am weak in faith. K.Jamer said if one is weak in faith, then his ministry would likely be ineffective. So yeah, God answered my questions.

Now I would like to commit myself to the Lord once again. Here’s a song that I dedicate to the Lord:



FIRE BURNS
Jon Owens

Don’t wanna go back Lord
to the way I used to live
the way I used to live
I won’t go back Lord
to the way I used to be
before you rescue me..
I will not stop

til’ every tribe and nation
bows before You..
I will not stop
til’ they all see your glory
see your glory..

Lift up your eyes to see
The glory of the Lord is on the earth
Arise.. Arise.. Arise..

CHORUS
Your Fire Burns within me

Burn within me with your fire

BRIDGEA
rise generation no longer forsaken
Arise, Arise, Arise






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Monday, October 20, 2008 Monday, October 20, 2008



Mixed Thoughts on a Blog Post

I have SO much to blog about! :)

Lolo: Ano ba 'to? Saan ang film nito?
Kuya: A, wala pong film yan. Digicam yan.
Lolo: Walang film? Aba! (kutingting ng cam)
Kuya: Anong sinisilip nyo jan?
Lolo: Yung silipan!
Kuya: Di na sinisilip yan. Ayan sa likod nyo makikita.
Lolo: Aba oo nga no! E di pwede kong piktyuran sarili ko?
Kuya: Pwede...
Lolo: (poses for the camera then clicks the shutter button) Nyahaha!


LOL! My Lolo's so weird...(and old).

Anyway, my bestfriend Katie was here at home last night. We had a sleepover. :) I bought Doritos and Pringles. That was my supper last night. Haha.. Of course, who knows Jungle Juice? The jumbo juice that tastes really good? I love it. We drank Jungle Juice. Hihi. :))

We watched the anime Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge (The Wallflower) online. It's so freakin' cool (and crazy)!!! I urge you all to watch it cause it's very cute cute cute. :)) Haha... Then after that the connection was really poor so we had to give up and just watch Wall E on DVD. Naaww... cute wall e. I like the 'Pizza plants' and the hyperjump. LOL.

Katie also bought me a Hillsong shirt!!! (Thanks, KT! ;D) We wore it earlier this afternoon because we had a worship seminar. Here are some pictures. I really enjoyed it though my head and eyes were aching:




Hillsong Shirts

Worship Leaders!

Sleepover!

I'm very happy because I learned a lot of things regarding worship today. They say I should be exposing myself already (I'd like to be a worship leader, I think. Haha! jk) in front of the church during sundays. Well, I would do that. We're gonna have this Youth Sunday (the youth will prepare everything for the sunday service), and together with Katie I'm gonna lead the congregation to worship. Yayayay!:)

And another thing: There's gonna be a movie called UPCAT! Haha.. It was done by a UPLB devcom student, I think. I saw it on YouTube. *clapclap* Yay for University of Pahirap! I think it's gonna be out on Dec 3-18 2008, Robinson's Galleria. Idk. Just read it from somewhere.

Have I mentioned Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge already? :) Oh yea I did. :)

Oh yea, this is about Twilight. I haven't read the book yet, but I have touched one already. Haha! I went to the mall and saw it. I have seen that a couple of times, but I didnt know it was the book that everyone was talking about. I was about to buy it, like, a year ago. But I bought a different book instead. Is it really that good? Everybody's crazy about Edward Cullen.

Edward Cullen. Sweet. Girls go eek. Buuut.. why? : I havent read it yet. zomgosh.

But I did have a crush on a fictional guy before. Who among you guys have already read The Catcher in the Rye? It's everywhere! It looks so plain, but dont ever judge a book by its cover. LOL. It's about a highschool kickout who does random stuff. His dream was to catch people who would jump over a cliff. He's weird, honest, SWEET. :))

I first saw that book from my bro. He was required to read it and make a reaction paper about it. I saw it on the ground and then I thought it was boring. I mean, the cover is just white and then the Title is in the middle. It's just so freaking boring. It had no art on the cover. So I just tossed it and the surfed the net.

But FYI, Gerard Way (vocals, My Chemical Romance) is my forever crush. I read from somewhere that The Catcher in the Rye is his favorite book!!! OMG! So then I ran upstairs and read the book. I found it easy to love. Now, Gerard and I share the same favorite book. LOL!!!

Hahaha.. That was cheesy of me to share that. Did you read this whole post? Then I love you. :) Hihihi.. Bloghopping time!!!

P.S.

I have a plan to make this RandomPinay shirt for my personal use. Hope I would be able to do it!

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Thursday, October 16, 2008 Thursday, October 16, 2008



BUUUURN!

Hi again guys. Finally! A day of rest- not! I thought I could actually rest this weekend. But I have a lot of work to do. Semestral break is drawing near. But I'm not happy because the sembreak's just gonna be for 2 short weeks, I think. :(

Anyway, I'm looking forward to our (me and my friends') devotion tomorrow! :) I'm already leading a weekly bible devotion (every saturday). :) There. I'm really excited.

Another thing, I'm required to do poems for my hum1 class. so I'm gonna upload perhaps one or two of my poems. Hehe. Just so I could ask for more opinions.

AND another thing: I'm gonna change this blog layout again!!! :) because im gonna transform this blog AGAIN. yes i'll still be the random pinay. now im in action. whahahaha...

(see? videos can change your life. LOL.)

IF i can fix my adobe softwares problems, im gonna change the layout immediately. if not..well.. i dunno. i'll cry. LOL

i have so many things to do! i want to kill everyone who has given me all these jobs! grrrrr!!!!!!! i just want to take a break. SIGH!

pleaseohplease. burn the whole UP system.

naah.. i dont mean it. or do i? XD

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Friday, September 26, 2008 Friday, September 26, 2008



Temptations

It's still very early. I woke up 2 hours earlier than I used to. :p

Last night, I was really bothered by my conscience. I lied to my mom about my suitor. Well, I was a bad girl. She allowed him to court me because of my lie. So I went to church to ask God for help.

Good thing the lesson was about temptation. I fell for a temptation, which was to rush things and snag a boyfriend (which isnt a LAPTOP) immediately. I was probably thirsty for more attention because my parents are abroad and my brother is always busy (my friends have their own lives too). So I failed to fight the devil. :(

Then the preaching was about the solutions given by God when we get stuck into the danger of temptation. when you fall into temptation, you're not fighting Satan, rather you're fighting YOURSELF. So it's a war between yourself and you.

But only God alone has the solution to the problem. If you pray, He will tell you what to do. Of course, we also have to seek help from God's people. We need spiritual guidance as well. We need to cling to God, too. God is very kind, you know. And if you let God rule, you will forever be at peace!

So there. I was really nervous then I signed in to Yahoo Messenger. My sister was online. I asked if my mom was there. That was when she said, "Ako 'to. Bakit?"

Then I confessed everything. She didn't get mad, imagine that. What a great mom! But she took back her words last night. The guy isnt allowed to court me anymore. I just obeyed her. I told the guy. The guy isnt texting back anymore.

Of course, it hurts so much to tell that to the one I like. But what hurts even more is lying to my mom, hurting MY GOD. Because I have no authority over myself. God is the one who's controlling my life.

This is a story of a young boy and his dad. They had a rule at the house: Nobody will leave the table unless everyone is finished. But one day, the youngest kid tried to escape. They were still eating. The father caught him:

Dad: What's the matter? Where are you going?
Kid: I'm gonna watch TV.
Father: But you're not supposed to.
Kid: I know. But I'm gonna miss my favorite TV show.
Father: But we have a rule here.
Kid: I know. But I'm gonna miss my favorite TV show.
Father: But that's a bad thing.
Kid: I know. But I'm gonna miss my favorite TV show.
Father: Wait a minute, but who's the boss here in this house?
Kid: Well...YOU AND ME, DAD!

I'm like this kid a lot of times. I know that what I'm doing is bad, but I still do it because I want it. I'm tempted. And I also say that God and I are the ones who take over. NO, that's not the right thing to do. God is the one who rules my life.

So even when I twitch in pain, that'll be okay in the end. :D

Mabigat ang pagiging Kristyano, pero hindi pabigat ang pagiging Kristyano.



Got that? :)

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Wednesday, September 24, 2008 Wednesday, September 24, 2008



the platypus problem

(third post of the day!)ever heard of the animal called platypus? it's the most problematic animal ive ever heard. i will never forget this animal. HAHA XD.

okay..let's see how wikipedia would define the animal platypus:


The Platypus (Ornithorhynchus anatinus) is a semi-aquatic mammal endemic to eastern Australia, including Tasmania. Together with the four species of echidna, it is one of the five extant species of monotremes, the only mammals that lay eggs instead of giving birth to live young. It is the sole living representative of its family (Ornithorhynchidae) and genus (Ornithorhynchus), though a number of related species have been found in the fossil record.

The bizarre appearance of this egg-laying, venomous, duck-billed, beaver-tailed, otter-footed mammal baffled European naturalists when they first encountered it, with some considering it an elaborate fraud. It is one of the few venomous mammals; the male Platypus has a spur on the hind foot that delivers a venom capable of causing severe pain to humans. The unique features of the Platypus make it an important subject in the study of evolutionary biology and a recognisable and iconic symbol of Australia; it has appeared as a mascot at national events and is featured on the reverse of the Australian 20 cent coin.


now, let's see. ever heard of the idiomatic expression Procrustes bed? as my prof explained it:

"ganto yan. kasi si procrustes may bed (sa mythology), tapos yung masyadong malaki para sa higaan, puputulin nya yung sobra para magkasya. pag masyado namang maliit, isstretch nya yung katawan. naiimagine nyo naba yung kilikili ng taong tnotorture nya? ganyan sya magtorture. ngayon, naging idiom yan. yung pagseset mo ng definite standards, or sa case natin ay genre. for example, may friend ka. e ang standard mo ng FRIEND, itetext ka ng goodnight arawaraw. kailangan dalawa yung smiley. pagyun isa lang yung smiley, hindi mo na sya friend. yun ang procrustes bed."
Prof DA


at first i did not get the relation between the platypus and the bed of procrustes. it was then he explained about the real problem about the platypus. here's what a platypus looks like:



see that? at this era (in which we are in now), the platypus is classified as a mammal. why? it has mammary glands! interestingly, the platypus also lays egss. it is covered with fur, has web feet (like birds), and has a duck's bill. so the scientists before used to debate about whether the platypus was a mammal or a bird. i mean, they pondered day and night whether or not the platypus is a mammal. or a bird.

one guy, though, made lots of research about the platypus, formulated his ideas, and came up with a report which he shared in front of many people. he said lots of things which only meant one thing: he wanted to kill all platypuses to end all the arguments.

what the heck, right? and read the part of wikipedia's article. they even thought the platypus was a fraud. HAHA! poor platypus! that was when i got all the ideas together. it was the bed of procrustes. :D see, just because they find it hard to classify the platypus, they wanted to get rid the stupid platypuses. if it doesnt fit, they chop it down. got it? interesting. :D

but what struck me really are the poor scientists. i mean all those scientists who argued. they thought too much about platypuses when they can think about ways on how to make their lives better. theres more to life than classifying animals and stuff. their job is rather pointless for me.

buuut..if classifying animals is what they really want to do forever, then i say they go ahead. im just saying they must have time for God, too. well, God is not an animal and he doesnt have a classification to the animal kingdom. but we dont just cut him off our life. and we dont want to present an argument like that. we cant cut him off because he's right there and theres nothing you can do about it.

so stop thinking about pointless things. God matters the most.

God bless you pretty fellas! :D

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Wednesday, September 3, 2008 Wednesday, September 03, 2008



i love you, enemy!

WOW. someone faved my poem on my DeviantArt account. :)

thank you, to whoever you are.

im happy today. :) haha! my hist2 prof is sick so we have no classes. well i am NOT happy that she's sick. im just happy that she's not around for a hist2 class (which bores me a LOT). yeah, define boring.

i also dislike my classmates at that class (except for kate, jasiel, meg, kim, jed, and the two other guys in front of me). our class is composed of two annoying people, other guys who are so indifferent and weird, and the others are a bunch of flirt twerps. i dont hate them, i just sort of dislike them. but in a way, i love them. im supposed to love them. they're my classmates.

and im supposed to love everyone. that is God's command. remember? love your neighbors (and your ENEMIES).

such an outrageous statement made by Jesus. we have to follow it. so i need to check my heart. :)

love your enemies. it's very easy to say, right? yet it's soo hard to do. but it is POSSIBLE. :)

i have a page right here (click on the white button) for prayer requests. if you want me to pray for you and your enemies, too, go on and leave a request on the form. :) dont worry im not a talkative person. you can trust me. but you have to pray, too. maintain a healthy relationship with the LORD!

God bless you!

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Tuesday, September 2, 2008 Tuesday, September 02, 2008



cryopreserved

in our natural science 2 class, we were assigned by our professor to group ourselves and report about five latest technological advancements. one group in our class, particularly the biomen group, researched about cryopreservation.

i hardly remember the definition, but i do understand how the process goes. so i had to consult wikipedia (dont worry! for those who doesnt trust wikipedia with all their heart, people like me, im pretty sure this definition is correct!):)

Cryopreservation is a process where cells or whole tissues are preserved by cooling to low sub-zero temperatures, such as (typically) 77 K or -196 °C (the boiling point of liquid nitrogen). At these low temperatures, any biological activity, including the biochemical reactions that would lead to cell death, is effectively stopped.


so when the body is thawed, it comes back to life. they said that around 100 people had themselves cryopreserved. well, that could be a new way of committing suicide, right? if you're pretty much uncomfortable with the your life but you arent sure if you're ready to face death, you might as well try cryopreservation. haha... you're lucky if you're too emo to live and the cryopreservation process damaged your cells and you die in the end. tsktsk. naah.. that would be awful.

anyway, people who are with an incurable disease turn to cryopreservation, so in the future when medicine has already advanced, they would be cured and then they're going to be alive again-without disease. i dont know if it's really possible. it's the greatest gamble that ive ever heard. after i heard about that report, i immediately grabbed my notebook so i could share this to you. hehe..

it gave me an idea, you know. i mean, that decision of having to go through cryopreservation. they're like christians who are on the verge of dying to themselves. only a few more bible verses, a few more tapping by the Lord, a few more sunday sermons that theyd have to listen, poof! theyre gonna be changed. theyre gonna die to sin. but there are also people who wouldnt let God get to them. i mean, it's true, God touched their hearts and they felt it. it was good. but it was something they thought they can never be: christians. they're trying to resist like: ouch natouch ako. pero hinde..nakakahiya!

i felt that way. i was cryopreserved for many months after being touched by God. i felt sick. you know, it's like my old life was hanging by a thread. i had myself cryopreserved. a cold and numb christian. i freezed and stayed to my old self. i wouldnt feel anything, not even conviction, and i just stayed to my old self. frozen like that. i was lying there. you know, i was being boring. the funny fact about that part of my life, the cryopreservation days, was that when you look at me lying there, my face is frozen. lifeless. boring. ugly. just like when i was a cryopreseved christian. i was lifeless and ugly. because there's no fire burning within me. i was there waiting for something to bring me back to my old life. vices, perhaps. that wasnt a good thing to live for.

so if you feel like you've agreed to have yourself cryopreserved, spiritually, think again. before letting them put you on the 'bed' where they lay you and freeze you, take your decision back. i mean, let yourself die. be completely changed by God! yay..:)

He Himself bore our sins in His body on the cross, that we might die to sin and live to righteousness.-1 Peter 2:24a


thanks for reading this post! God bless you! i hope you all DIE! hehe..:)

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Saturday, July 5, 2008 Saturday, July 05, 2008



the EX

i saw my ex-boyfriend today. it's awful.

it's not that i still like him. it's just that i feel very ashamed of myself for being his exgirlfriend. i mean, he was the worst thing that ever happened to me..so far. haha.. naah, just exaggerating.

maybe when you get to see him, you'll freak out and tell me, "crazy, crazy chiui! whyd you let go of that handsome chunk of a hunk?!". LIKE 'EW!'. you dont know what youre saying. yeah, he may look like an indian model to you (hehe). maybe a model of what, a garden hose? he sure is goodlooking, but we look deep deep down inside, right?:]

first, when he calls you on the phone, he will hang up without saying 'bye'. there'll be the sound 'beep beep beep'. thats it. he's not there anymore. what a "gentleman".
second, he'd lie about his textmates. one time he said he had to switch to his old simcard because his brother's gonna call (he was using smart then. he bought a globe simcard just to text me), but it took him one whole day using that old simcard. i was all 'what the crap?'. i wanted to tell him "do you think im dumb? why would i believe you, you jerk? one phone call wouldnt last for a whole day. i know it when you receive phone calls, you go out of the house! but im your neighbor, and i spent the whole day beside my window. all you do outside is smoke and guess what, i saw you smile while you were texting outside. thats pretty unusual for me. oh yeah, i remember. in the past, you were an 8-timer. it would be pretty hard for you to change immediately. after breaking up with those eight, you would change? you dont even like Jesus. how would you ever do that? thats...i dont know how ill call that."

yeah. he laughed at me for being a christian. thats the reason why i thought more than twice about him. i wanted to approach my parents. they hated my ex. but i wasnt that mature before. i still sticked to that guy. crazy, insane me.

third, he's a pervert. period.

i really thank God we only lasted for one week. if not, i couldve died.

when we broke up, i cried in front of my churchmates. what a fool i mustve been. thanks to my church!:))))) now im wondering why he's still alive and still washing the car like he used to. haha..kidding. i hope he'd get to know Jesus one day.

after all my very very very very very bad experiences with boys, ive decided to take a break. hehe.. i love ryan ross now! hahaha! btw, ryan ross is a guitarist from panic!at the disco.:]

the guy i have prayed for is like this: (yes!) a christian (not the 'dead' christian. i like christian guys on fire!), then he would be taller than me (of course!! im so short), medyo good in school (hehe), a gentleman, patient, pretty responsible (cause im pretty irresponsible. :[), honest, and really inlove with me. yii..very cheesy. haha. i also prayed to God that i hope he'd be handsome. uh..at least in my eyes?:] ah..all guys are handsome pala. haha..i jutst prayed that the guy would be my type.:]

no time to think about now. now my boyfriend would be my 'studies'. grabe. i want to break up with 'him' na. hahahaha...

im pretty bored with the love stuff. maybe because i had been a flirt all my life..until Jesus came to change my life. now He's taking over me. yes. im dead. dead from my old self.

really nice. it sounds like a Christian ghost story. the Holy Ghost, right? hehe.. the only difference is that devil ghost stories are creepy, but this kind of ghost story is uplifting. :] now hey there, dead people.:]

now ive got a song for my ex. here you go. just hit play to listen:

A FAVOR HOUSE ATLANTIC

Your eyes tell the stories of a day you wish you could
Recall the moments that once have
Retrack the footsteps that brought us to this favor
I wouldn't ask this of you

Good eye, sniper
Here I'll shoot, and you run
The words you scribbled on the walls
The lots of friends you didn't have
I'll call you when the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know the end of us all

Run quick, they're behind us
Didn't think we'd ever make it
This close to safety in one piece
Now you wanna kill me in the act of what could maybe
Save us from sleep and what we are

Good eye, sniper
Now I shoot, you run
The words you scribbled on the walls
The loss of friends you didn't have
I'll call you when the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know the end of us all

Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.

The words you scribbled on the walls
The loss of friends you didn't have
I'll call you when the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know

Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.

Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.


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Thursday, June 5, 2008 Thursday, June 05, 2008



the lion, the witch, the wardrobe

dont read this if you're planning to watch The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian.

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that's a smile. im giving it to you. smiles shouldnt be fake, else it's not a smile at all.. it's called 'lip stretching'. :[

i dont know why i typed that.

anyway, i bought a new bag from american boulevard. i love bags, really. i dont care so much about clothes, except when they're cargo pants or punk-looking shirts. im not really girly. i dont think about clothes too much. i like blending in with the crowd. as long as my bag rocks, im dont need clothes. just kidding.



PART 1: THE LION!

we watched The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian. that guy up in that picture named Ben Barnes, the one who played prince caspian, is such a handsome young man! :] i was like 'whoa' everytime he appears in a scene. hehehe.. i loved watching that movie. it's a Christian movie, remember? Aslan the lion is actually Jesus Christ. dont tell anybody, i cried in the middle of the movie. because there was this one scene on the film, and their conversation went on like this:

Lucy: i knew it was you the whole time. i knew it, but the others would not believe me.
Aslan: And why would that stop you from coming to me?


it's true, right? i think that we're all like Lucy sometimes. i experience it sometimes. we know it's Jesus talking to us, calling us...but the others say it's crazy. some people just dont believe in Jesus. sometimes these people appear in our lives, and we become friends with them. then they try to influence us when they say that believing in God and everything is crazy talk. sometimes they say it is wrong. soemtimes they even say we don't need Him. though there many of these people who say these things, we shouldnt believe them. we know it's true. we have our God right here. let's follow Him. we dont belong in this world! :]

whew. hehe.. i like the movie so much. i also like the part where this short Narnian guy called Trumpkin said he didnt believe in Aslan, but in the end Aslan appeared and looked for him. trumpkin bowed down to Aslan, and then Aslan gave him a loud, loud ROAR! :] that was a pretty handsome roar. :] trumpkin was so ashamed of himself. this is just like the times when people say they dont believe in Jesus, but then Jesus shows them His power, and works on them, they all feel ashamed of themsleves. oh, why do i keep saying "they" all the time. it happened to me!

well..thats all. hehe...

PART TWO: THE WITCH (not really!)

oo nga pala, im gonna teach you some korean expressions. im freakin bored. hehe.. here you go:

안녕 하세요! annyeong haseyo - hello/good am/pm/nn
고마워요 gomawoyo (read: komawoyo)- thank you. --in informal conversation you can just say "komawo".
생일 축하 해요. saeng il chuk ha haeyo (read: seng il chuka heyo). - happy birthday.
미안 해 mian hae (read: bian e)- sorry.
나 아라? na ara? - do you know me?
남자 잔구 없어. namja chingu opso. - i dont have a boyfriend.
가 자! ga ja! (read: ka ja!) - let's go!
언니 onni - older sister. in tagalog, ATE.
여보 yeobo - honey. lovers call each other yeobo. hehe.
일루와 ilruwa (read: iruwa) - come here

hope it helps!

PART THREE: THE WARDROBE

by the way, im so excited/nervous to go to college. i dunno, theyre mixed emotions. oh gosh..i cant believe im entering college. im packing all of my stuff because tomorrow im headed for Laguna. im putting all of my stuff at my dorm tomorrow. hayy..what shall i do? paano pag naubusan ako ng damit?. then the next week im gonna wear the same shirts all over again? i told you, im not really into clothes. i dont have a lot of them. and i hate too much repetition of clothes. *sigh*. oh btw, im bringing along wawut with me. wawut is my stuffed dog which i had when i was still a very young. well..im still very young right?:]

thats all for now. ill bloghop tomorrow!

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Wednesday, June 4, 2008 Wednesday, June 04, 2008



regrets

this morning we had breakfast at mcdonald's. i had the longganisa meal. mama had the sausage mcmuffin. it was so delicious that i wished i could turn back the time and have it instead of the longganisa meal. haha.. talk about regret.

i remember when i was a little kid, i love writing letters to my friends. i would always end it with 'regrets, chiwi'. after making a lot of letters, i finally realized that i was supposed to write 'regards' and not 'regrets'. stupid mistake.

anyway..regrets. regret. regretting. i decided to post this one because of mary's comment on my previous post, strike four. guys, i regret letting that GUY go without having to share God's message. i just dont feel comfortable when i share his word with an admirer. well, i experienced doing that. he said he'd go to church with me, and he did. he did go to our church. eventually he got baptized as a born again christian like us. before he was baptized, i had a problem with him. he was acting so fake. he wasnt really christian. he just did that because i am a christian.

after that was the day of his baptism. he got baptized, i shook his hand, let it go, walked away. i cant stand the things he did. "God is not a joke" was the phrase that kept echoing in my head. if he were standing next to me that day, i couldve slapped him. hehe. kidding. the next sunday after that, he didnt show up. until now, he's gone. im happy he's gone. haha. thats why i feel uneasy sharing the Good News to guys. i think it's better to bring him to another christian guy and pray. after that experience, i always thought that the same things would happen to me with other nonchristian guys. so to be sure, i asked God to give me a christian boyfriend! :) haha.. but if guys like them werent supposed to be my boyfriend, i just hope some guy from our church would do all the sharing. i can share little things to them, but cant the rest be done by the guys? haha..just please take me away from them! hehehe..

i regret liking him. eewww... still i hope there are some messages that stayed in his heart after many months of attending in our church. i wont believe it if he didnt get anything out of it. im sure it was in God's plan that i brought him to church. now the regrets are gone.

fly away, regrets. God made it happen!:)

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